cruel~

hi,, 

today I have meeting with them who join UOC(umatic outdoor challange) at Gunung Ledang. all the meeting is about UOC. wow, I feel like I'm not exist there coz I'm the one who don't go to UOC. you know what, they talk and talk about that like they going to get me jelous coz I don't go with them to UOC.Iknow that I should not jelous with them. but I feel like they're so cruel. they should not talk muck about there. I don't go to UOC coz my mum don't want me to go ok! not because I scary of high. at first, I feel exicted after they said to have a program name UOC. but after I talk to my mum and want her to give promison to go there, I feel so down,.I have to accept that coz pleased parents are pleased with Allah. but at least you have to honor others people feeling**