mY feeLiNg~

I still laughing,
         despite the fact that I want to cry.
I still smiling,
          even though I was actually disappointed.
I'm remains strong,
           despite the fact that I was not willing to.
I keep the spirit,
            while I was actually depressed.
I keep patient and looking all things good,
            even my heart is weak and in pain**

^^~

ThE cRoodS~

huh,, you must watch this movie.. it's fun! FAMILY. this story is about FAMILY.. yup! everyone have family right. you are not alone when you got one. yeah,, it's fun when you have one. a family that make you laugh, comfort you when you sad, that caring about you, can share and solve problems together. you know what, just treasure your family when you get one**

^_^~

I am a VIP

my BIGBANG,, I love all the songs that you sing.. my favorite group.. I am VIP,, hope I can meet you! LOVE YOU**

LeBih DAri iNDAh~

this song is connect to my life but not this video,, when I heard this song, it seem like I, who sing this song to the one I love! YES! I'm in love with you.. you know what I LOVE YOU! but you never know that., when I come to you, you left me behind.. you make me feel like I don't exist in your life.. you give me this words (s*r*n*e),. actually I know that words, it is korean words "SARANGE" which mean "I LOVE YOU". because of this words I fall in love with you.. my love for you become more and more every day,but in the end you turn me down.. I accept it even my heart in pain and cry. 

 ^_^~

sOLat tAhAjjUD~

<3 ~Tahajjud malam adalah penawar segala kegundahan jiwa. Solat subuh pula adalah bekalan asas kehidupan setiap hari. Apabila kita bersolat subuh dengan diiringi wirid wirid yang terdapat dalam hadis-hadis yang thabit daripada Nabi s.a.w, jiwa kita menjadi lapang dan kekuatan jiwa itu hadir dari pelbagai penjuru. Dalam tahajjud sebelumnya pula kita beristighfar memohon keampunan, melafazkan syukur atas segala kurniaanNYA dan mengadu segala cabaran kehidupan. Maka alangkah indah kehadiran hening pagi apabila jiwa penuh pasrah kepada ilahi**

~^_^~

nEVer GiVe up~

there is thing in this world that you cannot get.. I know that feeling coz I always don't get what I want the most.. but we cannot blame destiny. yap,, that's right! never give up till we get what we want the most,, LET's GO!! wake up buddy,, WAKE UP from your long dream.. there is always have a ways**

~ ^_^

BISMILAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM~

I start my blogger with this song: 

HARUS TERPISAH~ 

sendiri,
sendiri ku diam,
diam dan merenung,
merenungkan jalan yang kan membawaku pergi,
pergi tuk menjauh, menjauh darimu,
darimu yang mulai berhenti, 
berhenti mencoba,
mencoba bertahan,
bertahan untuk terus bersamaku,

ku berlari kau terdiam,
ku menangis kau tersenyum,
ku berduka kau bahagia,
ku pergi kau kembali,
ku coba meraih mimpi,
kau coba tuk hentikan mimpi,
memang kita takkan menyatu..

bayangkan,
bayangkan ku hilang,
hilang tak kembali,
kembali untuk mempertanyakan lagi cinta,
cinta mu yang mungkin,
mungkin tak bererti,
berarti untuk ku rindukan..

ku berlari kau terdiam,
ku menangis kau tersenyum,
ku berduka kau bahagia,
ku pergi kau kembali,
ku coba meraih mimpi,
kau coba tuk hentikan mimpi,
memang kita takkan menyatu.

kini harusnya kita saling melupakan,
lupakan yang kita perah bersatu..

ku berlari kau terdiam,
kumenangis kau tersenyum,
ku berduka kau bahagia,
ku pergi kau kembali,
ku coba meraih mimpi,
kau coba tuk hentikan mimpi,
memang kita takkan menyatu...